♥ u call this fair...
haha i've decided to revive my blog because there's some things i would like to say but cant find any other medium to say them.
This world is unfair, it had never been fair. One can practice his viola at least an hour everyday but his skills and efforts don't get recognised. On the other hand, one can practice his viola an hour every week but still gets his "skills" and "efforts" known just by ignoring the harmony in music and faking during rehearsals. Seriously, WHATS THIS? i'd never been so sure about my abilities but this time, i can confidently say: IM A BETTER PLAYER!
But again and again, i just keep getting demoralized when these losers get praised for wad they've "put in". i know there're some seniors around me, constantly giving me support and encouragement. To these seniors, i would really like to say: Thank you. Really. From the bottom of my heart. It's u all who kept me going. I wouldn't hv made it so far without u all. Whether u gave me support through cruel and direct criticization or through gentle talks. But i may have to let u down. Because if this is how the system works, with all these unjusts, i guess i may not be able to make it. But i'll never say give up until the last moment. MADA MADA DANE~
As the saying goes: a good calligrapher doesn't hv to choose his pens.
Yes, i agree with this to a FULL extent. I dun care if u losers have a 2k+ instrument or what. Because i choose to believe, to believe that my instrument is the best. Its this connection between my and my viola that tells me, IM GONNA BEAT U FLAT.
Maybe u think that there is no I in a team or wad. But seriously, it's when u practice hard and gained ur skill, but still get "beaten" by these people that pisses u off.
Thats all i have to say today, thanks for reading =)
I hate losing when I've won,
cn
