♥ It's mind over matter.
FBR died on 1/1/09 - 12.12 am. I don't understand. We don't want it to die. Why must we kill it? I wasn't hit badly, but I know people like alvin felt alot. It's for greater good? Look, it's mind over matter. It's how you think that counts. Rather than see it as an obstacle, why not see it as something that bind us together as friends. I thought FBR will have a weekly/monthly mass convo and outing. All the plans and promise that we've made, where are they now? What's left? They say we'll keep those lovely memories.
But don't you understandMemories ain't everythingYou can't steal the bonds that we shareNevermind, it's already done. I did not abandon you. You abandoned me. And like I said, I don't need anything to live on. I'm going to fight very hard alone for myself now. It's okay, I don't feel anything. Just feeling numb.
First day of school tomorrow, but no lesson lah sian. Just one thing to say to myself.
Don't mess upReady for war, again.
cn
