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Too many things happened today
That I don't wish to pen down
I was forced
To reveal the mature side of me
Which I didn't want to
Because I'm a kid afterall
My life, family, friends are all in a mess
So who is there
For me to fall back on
Heart
Please show me the way

Down, really.
cn

The first week of school is over, but I'm already this tired. Tell me, how do I pull through another 9 weeks. But I've already came so far, I'll never give up ;] I have to admit, I'm facing the post-holidays blues. Came home after strings today to chiong the many powerpoint presentations that I have to do...until now...not even half completed. Napfa on monday, I'm very scared of it lah! I thought it would be mid april or something. I'm unprepared. Ahh...troubled ><

I know you don't think that I'm trying
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Because girl
I know I'll never find someone like you again
Inside my mind
I told myself it's time to let go
But my heart replied
That's impossible

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh term 2 is much busier than term 1!

Even under the hot Sun; With you, it just feels so right.
cn

3Days2Nights Camp
Founders Day Performance
Gala Dinner
They made me felt so much.

I'll start with the camp first.

Day 1
Viola lesson & sectionals (where we discussed where we want to go for viola outing). I wanted sentosa sentosa sentosa but realised there isn't enough time for it >< I still can't get over that place lah! So in the end we decided to go CSC! The war game was quite fun, didn't chiong at first. But after seeing my teamates die one by one, I decided to just go and fight until I die. Next is the amazing race! The most significant station, to me at least, is the finding-marbles-in-dark-room game. Took turns to be blindfolded&instructor with voon. When you can't see, all that you can believe in, is the voice of your friend.

Night 1
Watched the simpsons first. Wasn't exactly engrossed, for one simple reason - it's a cartoon. Next was orphanage. The setting of the story was quite eerie, but the movie itself wasn't exactly scary. What creeps me the most is the plot :x Then it was bedtime, in which alvin claimed that I hugged or kicked or don't-know-what him.

Day 2
Practice in the morning. Then the viola outing - bowling! I was quite irritated coz my shots keep going into the gutter. It at the last 2 sets then someone told me I was holding the ball the wrong way. 2nd lowest on the score card with a score that shall-not-be-revealed ;D Was having fun sabo-ing zicong during the game though. Later in the afternoon was practice too!

Night 2
Water bombs! Was very sian because the venue very hard to backstab...Next was birthday party which was quite fun. Got cakes + sweetdrinks + games. Then comes bedtime! Had a heart to heart talk with zhaohong, chaychoong, jason about songs, people and stuff before sleeping.

Day 3
Rehearsals for founders day performance. Went soccer with manlok, gary, haomeng, kaishin after camp breaks.

Next is founders day performance + gala dinner!
After the performance, seniors came to tell us that they're proud of us. Initially I wasn't so confident, but after hearing what they said, I think, we can make it ;] The dinner was super fun too, other than people like alvin going around taking unglam photos of people.

Sec4 Term1!
I think 2009 Sec4 Term1 was quite a nice term for me. Term1 is normally the term where my msg never fails to go beyond 3. But this time it's different, I can't explain it too. There's just this, unknown drive pushing me always. And in music, still managed to do quite well I guess. Sports still okay ba...But recreation wise still a failure haha. I just can't find time for my friends/family.

Term2
Okay, I know this is going to be a tough term, with syf closing in too. I don't want to flunk this term. I just hope that this determination&drive don't leave me suddenly. Here it comes ;] It's my last year here in high school, I'll make it count ;D

I was so afraid to lose you that I don't even dare to try&talk to you,
cn

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

Just found this super nice song by westlife today lah! ;]

♥ You
cn

Gosh. Austin came over today. Went bball tennis then jp. Supposed to go soccer at 5 with daniel but it rained. Super pissed lah! Everytime want play soccer then rain.

The greatest distance on Earth is not from north to south
It's when I am beside you and you do not know that I love you

Ah desperate for soccer le. Hope it doesn't rain when I want to play soccer next time zzz...

You are my life now,
cn